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i live in a world of fantasy.
keep your reality away from me.
i see what i want.
i want what i see.
and that is all okay by me.























I'm on a journey to conquer your heart.













The above picture could quite possibly be my favorite picture.




























































































This is the love of my life. ♥






I wish everyone was as cool as Ellen Page.





















You're cheating yourself out of today. Today is calling to you, trying to get your attention, but you're stuck on tomorrow, & today trickles away down a drain. You wake up the next morning & that today that you wasted is gone forever. It's now yesterday. Some of those moments may have had wonderful things in store for you, but now you'll never know.
[Love, Stargirl by JerrySpinelli]












Don't let go of what you really want; fight for it.



I’m not ready for change
The girl inside me doesn’t want to let go
Scared possibly her first everything’s would fade away







































I do this all the time, hahahaha! (above)


i'm telling you this because you didn't ask. i've got it all
here, growing like a tumor in my throat. i'm telling you
because if i don't, i will choke on it. everybody knows
what happened but nobody asks.




My motto. For sure. (above)


"i haven't got the slightest idea how to
change people but still i keep a long list
of prospective candidates just in case
i should ever figure it out."




































































Be kind to everyone. You may not be able to save a person, but at least you weren't one of the people who didn't try.
What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn't even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, & the person that you are becoming.

Sometimes I listen to you
& think how poetic you are,
but then I listen a little more
& I realize you're not a poet at all;
you're just a great liar.
We live for a better tomorrow, but what if tomorrow isn't any better than today?
And If I was in a crowd,
you probably wouldn't notice me.
I don't really stand out &
I don't talk much to people I don't know.
It's kind of hard to know me or be friends
with me, so I advise not to waste your
time on me... but that doesn't mean
I don't want you to try.
Beauty only gets attention,
but personality captures the heart.

We cling to music, to poems,
to quotes, to writing, to art
because we desperately do not want
to be alone. We want to know we aren't
going crazy & someone else out there
knows exactly how you're feeling. We want
someone to explain the things we can't.
We love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple,
& when we can't that, it scares the hell out of us.
To not know the next step, or where you're
headed, kills. Being unsure isn't in our plans.
But it’s those moments, the ones where you
risk it & step unknowingly into the future that
assures us life is larger than we'll ever know...
They say you need to learn how to
fall before you can learn how to fly.

Always beating myself up for
things that can not be controlled.
I'm weird with relationships,
I think I know what I want, then I run.
I think I run because I'm scared.
I'm scared that I might get hurt or
maybe I just haven't found someone
who I know is worth being hurt for
( this quote. kinda explains me a little..)



She hides herself with music. She never shows her feelings; always keeping things bottled up inside. I'd hate to see the day she exposes it all. When she tells you how she reeally feels; you'll never be able to look at her the same way again.
It's getting very dark outside;
Please don't leave me alone tonight.

Old couples walk by,
both ugly as sin,
but he has her
& she has him.
That's beautiful.

Quotes are nothing but an inspiration
for the unspired.
my favoriteeee. (see abovee.)


Let's run away to a place where
the air tastes like rain & the sun shines
like Sunday morning. You bring your laugh
& I'll bring my sense of humor & we can
waste the days, one week after another.
So let's lie in the grass and stare
at the stars. Live through the moment,
and figure out who we are.

Dear Diary:
Everyday I get a little worse.
I don't know how much more I can take.
Will I ever be okay again?
Change is a funny thing. We are never quite sure
what we are becoming or why. Then one day we look at ourselves
and wonder who we are, and how we got there.
When you look at a person, any person, remember that
everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something
that has changed them. For better or for worse, well,
that depends on the main character.

.
While every other girl doodles
hearts in her notebook,
I doodle tiny stars; little wishes
for everything to turn out okay.
(I LOVE THIS QUOTEEEEE.)
People say hate is a strong word; so is Love. But people throw it around like it means nothing these days.
I hear all these love quotes floating around, about how that boy broke your heart. About how you’ll never love again, how they tricked you, how they tore your heart in two. But I hear even less quotes about how, if that boy broke your heart;; Someone else is going to come and help you put the pieces, even your friends and family couldn’t get back, together. That person will take your hand in theirs and play with your hair. Just think, if that first boy wasn’t right for you, that means your true love is still out there, possibly just as lost as you. Forget about the first boy, he was just a lesson on how much you should appreciate the real man when he comes



I'm not that good of a person. i make mistakes. I have regrets. i act a lot smarter than i really am. i cry. i laugh way too loud when something isn't really that funny and sometimes the mean things people say about me can really get to me.
th
[philophobia] - the fear of falling in love.

You always disappoint
me. It’s kind of like our
inside joke except
it’s not funny
you were always the mysterious one with dark
eyes and careless hair. you were fashionably
sensitive but too cool to care
look around gorgeous
everything`s c h a n g e d.


credittttt.

creditttt.
You remember the things you survived
more than the things you enjoyed.
Fate is like a strange,
unpopular restaurant
filled with odd waiters
who bring you things
you never asked for
and don't always like.
-- Lemony Snicket
hate that time before
you go to sleep at night cause thats
when all the thoughts you've been
trying to avoid start to linger in your mind.
Umbrellas stop the rain
from hitting you. So why
use them? After all, rain is
the sky’s tears. How would
you feel if everyone
ignored your tears?

everytime you swallow;;
do you get the taste of what you've become?

I want to be the girl that
changed everything. The girl
that made a difference. The
girl that gave you a story to tell


It is not how you died that will be remembered, it is how you lived.
Color photographs show
the color of your clothes.
Black & white photographs
show the color of your soul


She sits in her room, lights turned off, phone disconnected. Cut off from the outside world. As the first tear runs down her face, all the memories of before come back. And it hurts more then any thing physical.
I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in love, arguing, and jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling until your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you cry. I believe in being silly and crazy with your friends. I believe in taking chances and making mistakes. I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful. I believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances and I believe that everyone deserves one
so i kinda love adam brody.. :) :)



i feel comfortable around you. when i was with you, i didn't have to be perfect. i didn't even have to try for perfect. you already knew all my secrets, the things i kept hidden from everyone else. so i was able to finally just be myself. which probably shouldn't have been such a big deal, but it was.







you'll stand in the rain,
stand your ground.
Stand up when its all crashing down




out of touch- are we out of time?
laced with brilliant smiles & shining eyes, perfect posture- but you're barely scraping by.

In the rain,
The pavement shines like silver.
All the lights
Are misty in the river.


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"Remember that I'll always be in love with you."
-The beatles

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